Can you recall what was said or what was done to you
To turn your life around
It’s like you’re in a revolving door at a shopping mall
You’re always just going in circles
And I know you so well because you’re thinking just like me now
You either go back out into the cold
Or be pushed into a mob of superficial strangers
But the time will come
Where you will snap out of this dying state of mind
Feeling like you are in a limbo between hell and hell
And you will remember that you are alive
Both consciously and subconsciously
And you will embrace it
And I will kiss you goodbye
And I will ask you to write
Because as the color returns to your pale soul
You will have to leave
Because I am reckless
And you are fragile
Because I can recall what was said and what was done to me
To get me stuck in this goddamn revolving door
It was everything that I have heard and have seen
It was life
The beauty contradicted by the ugly
The lies that create truths
The love turning to hate
And the hate creating new love
There is always good in bad
And there is always bad in good
I just simply can’t see one without the other
So when you’re back to being like everyone else
That is when this ends
But I will write back to you
And I expect for you to eventually stop opening my envelopes
And I will understand
Because that’s life