I feel real bad
Bad indeed
But it's my fault
I planted the seeds
I gave myself the idea
Now my mind is going to work
To make myself bipolar
And stab myself with a fork
Forks hurt a lot
Trust me on this one
Their almost blunt
But skin, they take some
Bruised is all I am
Outside and inside
Emotionally and pyshically
I ain't even shy
I've changed
But for the better? Or for the worse
This god damned changing
Is just a curse
More girls like me
And I like some
But the ones I like
Just think that I'm dumb
And the one that I love
With all of my heart
Is off to herself
I'm down at the start
I just wish that I knew
My future with love
So that I can be free
Like the peaceful white dove