Nobody's listening to what I have to say,
I spoke my words bold and truthful,
I cried many days of tears just to fully feel safe,
Tears felt better than anyone's unfeeling words; they felt like an ice-brand.
Months I cried; months I felt so lonely not a spec of light,
I lost all my cares cuase they hurt me; I lost all my good sight,
I asked for it; All I got back was the feeling of living in a world alone,
No one can live in a world alone; it feels like wandering millions of miles with nothing insight.
I told myself I would never tell the only Man that made me feel like some thing,
My trust runs so thin; even paper doesn't fill the line of thinness,
I can trust any thing, but what knocks me off my feet is when you break my trust,
The whole wall of everything you care about crashes down; You have no were to go, gone is my trust.
I tried being brave; I told that Man what I feel, and what he gave me back,
Like out of no were comes light, safety, no more worrying; he shook my grief,
Took a hold of me; my friend, you mean something to me is all he said, like a wolf pack,
You will never be alone as long as your mine; I finally, after months, stopped crying.
He gave me hope; something to reach and hold on to every day,
He never gave up on me like I expected him to; he never said a cruel word to me,
I cried of happiness; my light came back after being alone so long I was scared of it I say,
Once I knew what it felt like to be happy; I never thought once to let go of that feeling, that day.
Some times we fight; I never choose to give up, neither does he,
We're special in a way like no other; if I fell there will be a pillow for me now,
I can't lie; sometimes I feel like I suffocate like I did today, but he doesn't know I do,
I never keep lies; whether I like to keep them or not, he knows me so well he knows my soul.
loneliness is awfull glad
loneliness is awfull glad you found a friend and partner. Your prose is a good read.
http://www.postpoems.org/authours/a.griffiths57
Aww!
Thank you!! I'm so glad I did too... I'm lucky. ^_^
K.A.