I'm finally strong enough to let you go.

As I walk threw the shadows that brought me down since his death,

I awake to see Gods warmth all around with no where to hide,

Is this what it feels like to let go and accept that he completely left,

Lifting my foot to keep going because I'm done hiding, it feels like theft.

 

I'm happy you chose to do what you done for the reasons your deciding,

I wish it wasn't so hard to say goodbye but I know I'm done confiding,

I've broken every promise I made to myself to smile no matter what,

Why did I have to feel so bad because I didn't understand you, I was in a rut.

 

I understand I need to let go to be happy and stop holding you inside,

I let myself feel love and took control of my feelings for a change,

Its like I see everything I never did before and took my pain outside,

I let it go and ask to never see you again or your bad emotions.

 

Please stay away from me I'm finally free of your shadows that kept me holding on,

I've smiled like I never have before it feels so amazing I can't believe it,

You've made me so tired of having a wet face so long I can't stand to cry any more,

I'm finally done crying and I let you go forever but you'll never leave my heart dear brother, your with me forever and always.

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I finally let you go sweet brother. Your shadow has finally left me and now I'm happier than I have ever been before. Your always in my heart. <3