Sorry I didn't know you were there....
Throughout this time did you hate me?
Even when were not the same anymore,
Perhaps we are more like strangers.
How long does it take to say the right words?
Endless, I wish I could say them.
Never can I reach what I've always been trying to say.
Interpreted the wrong way
Misconstrued wrongly probably by you...
Reactions speak louder than words
Entering in a wall between us.
Ambience of hate, whatever I did I didn't do on purpose.
Laconic are our minds, not wanting to open up
Losing how one truly feels.
Your friends told me you hate me.
Sorry, but I am that bad?
Or is it a case that you didn't want me at all as a friend?
Really, I'll understand if you do.
Regardless of hate, I don't hate you, never.
You're my first friend I made, that's the honest truth.
God bless you wherever you go. I know He will.
Old memories light up, never forgetting the first person,
Obdurate is regret growing inside me.
Didn't you know, it made me hurt a lot
Because a friend is gone.
Years passed and the 9-year-old you vanishes.
Ephemeral are our children years.
Milliliters of seconds in a forgotten world
Yelling out a needed reconciled phrase.
Forests upon dark forests leading different lives
Infinite are words that are required to tell you
Really important messages from a distance.
Sorry a billion times multiplied by a billion years.
Truly am, just always know that even if you dislike me.
Forget me if I intrude in your personal life.
Rain keeps falling, I know, but that’s life.
I didn’t mean to anger you more if you read this.
Everlasting, you’ll live a great life, I know.
Never give up your dreams.
Don’t forget to take care of yourself every now and then.
From a distant wind traveling from afar
Roaming this way and that searching.
Obloquy am I forbearing this kind of shame but
Miraculously time can heal a regretting heart.
Brooding is not the way for me to go
Regardless of what tears may come out
Yet ruddy is the blood that God
Always heal in a moment’s time
Never I’ll forget that.
To Stephen...