From the Moon, Looking Down, Searching for a Long Lost Friend (Acrostic)

Sorry I didn't know you were there....

Throughout this time did you hate me?

Even when were not the same anymore,

Perhaps we are more like strangers.

How long does it take to say the right words?

Endless, I wish I could say them.

Never can I reach what I've always been trying to say.



Interpreted the wrong way

Misconstrued wrongly probably by you...



Reactions speak louder than words

Entering in a wall between us.

Ambience of hate, whatever I did I didn't do on purpose.

Laconic are our minds, not wanting to open up

Losing how one truly feels.

Your friends told me you hate me.



Sorry, but I am that bad?

Or is it a case that you didn't want me at all as a friend?

Really, I'll understand if you do.

Regardless of hate, I don't hate you, never.

You're my first friend I made, that's the honest truth.



God bless you wherever you go.  I know He will.

Old memories light up, never forgetting the first person,

Obdurate is regret growing inside me.

Didn't you know, it made me hurt a lot

Because a friend is gone.

Years passed and the 9-year-old you vanishes.

Ephemeral are our children years.



Milliliters of seconds in a forgotten world

Yelling out a needed reconciled phrase.



Forests upon dark forests leading different lives

Infinite are words that are required to tell you

Really important messages from a distance.

Sorry a billion times multiplied by a billion years.

Truly am, just always know that even if you dislike me.



Forget me if I intrude in your personal life.

Rain keeps falling, I know, but that’s life.

I didn’t mean to anger you more if you read this.

Everlasting, you’ll live a great life, I know.

Never give up your dreams.

Don’t forget to take care of yourself every now and then.



From a distant wind traveling from afar

Roaming this way and that searching.

Obloquy am I forbearing this kind of shame but

Miraculously time can heal a regretting heart.



Brooding is not the way for me to go

Regardless of what tears may come out

Yet  ruddy is the blood that God

Always heal in a moment’s time

Never I’ll forget that.

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