A long time ago a little boy played
alone in the playground on his own.
Disheartened the other kids wouldn't come
near him on account of his differences
he got used to being alone, for it didn't matter.
Tears wouldn't mean a thing, they
wouldn't care at all.
A cloudy day from what I remember,
the earth soft from early rain,
the smell of rain water all around,
a new girl in class is introduced.
Elegant in gait she was the beginning
and the undeniable end of sweet bitterness.
Our tale is spun on the chrysanthemum girl
who reached out her hand for the first time
to a boy who was misunderstood by many.
Within a wet sandbox puddled by disrupted tears
the boy would sit enjoying his self-company
'til that chrysanthemum girl asked
"Can I play too?"
Partly frightened the boy didn't speak a word.
Fearing he may be "upset" again like before
he openly declined her friendly request.
She walks away but stays near picking
handfuls of chrysanthemums.
When the boy minded his business she
stares wonderingly.
When the boy looked up she looked away
appearing to gather flowers and fashion
them into a crown.
The school semester passes so quickly
that the time remembering it now seemed absurd at that rate.
A blurred memory but still, beautiful.
A heart that can be a reminder of past kindnesses,
of past innocent loves.
She was the first to open up his heart,
the first to cry over her lonesome friend,
for she could understand, although young,
the troubles the boy faced.
A chrysanthemum girl who would let him
rest his head on her lap as she would
make her chrysanthemum crowns for both
of them to wear as king and queen.
Playing with each other the world outside
didn't matter anymore.
A fast pace does a memory become watery,
become vague that the memory is hard to recall.
Sadly, in the end, a memory is all that's left.
Even with that chrysanthemum girl "gone,"
today I wish I could go back and protect
the smile she made for me from outside harm.
I wanted to save the tears that cried
for me in the beginning, to be her
soothing companion.
Walking away from a memory, from her,
she is a smile that can never "return."
As I sit under this tree writing this poem
away, I take chrysanthemums of my own
and create my own crowns, one for me,
and one for her, as a remembrance of time gone by...
A little saddened she doesn't "come back,"
I'm glad I had the chrysanthemum girl in a
moment of time for myself...painful yet sweet.
This is beautiful. Very touching and sweet. I sympathize with the young boy. I have felt the outcast for a long time.