Walking leisurly without a care for the past
out of nowhere I received the painful shock to my senses.
You...
Or what appears to be someone physically like you...
I just hate it when these things would happen to me.
What did I do wrong to be like this?
I've put it all behind me and now this?
How many times must this happen?
I'm fed up honestly.
How long will I endure this torture you give me?
You're like the ghost from Christmas past
and I the greedy, cranky Scrooge.
You upset me in so many revealing ways.
And I never asked to be brought back in time
to regret for what could've been...
Your chains fetter me to you as you follow me around.
Please move on.
I no longer need you.
I've changed to be someone who is not from then but someone who is now.
Scrooge is not who I really am but Christmas past is someone that is definitely you.
Though I sometimes long for a present to be given to me, which is you, I know that that is something impossible.
You're a true friend and I'll remember you for that, but to haunt me is enough.
I let go but you, you never did.
oh my gosh! i really like this one. you're a fantastic writer.
Is this piece about a friend of yours passing on ?