Close your angered eyes
and reach out blindly to the heart.
Search with the tip of your fingers
and let it unfold a story.
What do you see?
It's difficult I know to look within
but I'll tell you what I can see
as I shut mine.
I see a shy nine-year-old boy
smiling saying hello to you,
the boy who is of the same age.
An old friend reaching out to shake your hand
of warm greetings and cheer.
Pals of long ago
where companionship grew strong,
where great laughs were shared
as well happy times.
Open those distant eyes now,
what can you see?
Someone full grown
and not the nine-year-old boy anymore.
You see a brick wall built standing
before us two.
I see silence and of misunderstandings.
Two souls that once were connected
are disunited forever.
Strangers looking tête-à-tête with no true words spoken.
My voice tries to reach for words to say
the right things though I cannot find any.
And when I say hello presently you say nothing.
When you look at me
you only see another strange face to view
in a blur of faces in a crowd.
It appears Time is hard to appease
when you know things are prone to be forgotten.
And when memories are lost,
they never return.
I know one shouldn't brood
but at times it hurts a little
when you were never remembered at all,
not even the little old friend you knew from before,
just a temporary remembrance
until it is abrogated.
To Stephen - Bryan