Searching for the correct words to describe it,
all I can ever reach are absurdities.
I ask myself, "Why did I dream about you in the first place
even though you're gone?"
Earlier turning in for the night
I came totally unprepared to this "nightly attack."
I tossed and turned while I slept; meanwhile
mental images were there before me.
In truth, they were pleasant images of you even
though I thought I consciously accepted all the
things that happened to me
and because of it, I kept going forward.
I thought I went and left you behind me.
But these nightly dreams could give me chance I thought.
I believed I could reach you in some possible way.
Seeing your back made me happy.
I wanted to extend my hands to at least touch you.
I stupidly judged the situation as real.
Could I say it before the dream ends?
If not, how about your face? At least your face would do.
I want to see it.
But then suddenly I awake which then sullenly makes
me a helpless fool.
Even though you're away, at least it was a nice dream.
But then again dreams are all we have left Brian. - Kevin