Within there lies a black void
it is devoid of all emotion
all feeling, except for the cold.
It at times, looks through my eyes, with me unawares.
I long to just let go
to let the pain and the joy just fall away
to welcome in the cold.
While my alter ego is free
to dance and play
while within my shell
my heart and I shall stay.
Away from all care, all remorse
and let the demon run his course.
For inside, the screams go unheeded
they begin to fade away.
My throat now is hoarse
my every action a misdeed
my every word oh so malicious.
The demon begins to tire, begins to bore.
Within my shell
my heart lies broken.
Within the pieces
life exists no more.
Everything I've begun
everything I've started...
now lies broken and shattered.
I can no longer bring myelf to care.
I watch as everything I've wrought
is soon scattered by the wind
as the dust is blown away
all around I see
nothing but grey.
Inside nothing exists
everything is gone.
Only......... my pain....
yet lingers on.......