I've fallen from grace
my life has slowly been filled with lies.
Around me everyone is smiling
only I know of my disgrace.
Why didn't you help me?
The flowers bloom, the trees sprout leaves
yet my soul, is still dying by degrees
my heart riddled throughout with disease.
WHY didn't you save me?!
My eyes fill with water
the tears beg to be cried.
With a few blinks of my eyes
my will is back in place.
I force them away
push them back to where they hide
as a little more, I die inside
WHY DON'T YOU help me?!?!
The tears turn acidic
they begin to eat away
to strip away
to rot away
what is left of my humanity.
WHY DON'T YOU HEAR MY CRIES?!?!?
As the pain twists the knife inside me
my eyes begin to bleed
for tears I will not cry
WHY CAN'T YOU SEE MY LIFE BLEEDING AWAY?!?!?!
Laughter echoes around me
yet it contains no amusement.
It's full of pain and sorrow
borders on hysteria.
WHERE ARE YOUR TEARS OF BENEDICTION FOR THIS BROKEN SOUL?
I find myself on my knees
with my head thrown back.
The agony continues, from my mouth
to pour forth.
.............. why don't you love me?