The Predator
What’s going on, I can’t even tell
The elements of dusk last through to the dawn
I’m trying to spare one from the gates of hell
But he’s too worried of things that are there within spawn
What ever happened to right and wrong?
It used to be as clear as the night from the day
Black and white forces, equally strong
Now all I see are separate shades of grey
I’m trying what I can to lead the right way
Though following seams to be the action refused
I’m trying to spare one from falling astray
And into forces by which she has been abused
How can you help those falsely accused?
When the accusations are never quite clear
Is it they or I who has been cheated and used
Is it just what they say, or all that I hear?
It’s eating my strength and feeding my fear
The fate that my eyes now sometimes foresee
Is this just the beginning, or is the end near
Should I have such a hand, or just let it be?
Because it’s hard to say when two should be three
Is this obligation, or is it free will
Am I trapped and enslaved or now compelled to be free
Do they demand I speak, or do I offer my bill?
The Renaissance
Can it be love, or can love ever kill
I know not where to go with the occasion at hand
I do what I can to work within His Will
For the sake of our lives and the sake of our band
Regardless of my wonder, I will take my stand
Obligation or not, it will surely be done
For if nothing else, let this be my brand:
The battle’s not over until the battle’s won
In the name of the Father and by the grace of the Son
The task at hand will be sought through
For I will find a new day begun
And a sense of strength and courage renewed
The Dawn of a New Day
A feeling or force never so true
As another task will find my way
Tears held back by pride and review
She is reluctant to accept the words that I say
But incredibility is a price that I pay
Youth is inexperience in the public’s eyes
But proof of the matter may come some day
Until then and then only, to them it’s all lies
True, from experience emerge the wise
But knowledge is the tool more commonly acquired
For one’s open ears tend to open one’s eyes
So experience is not needed, but wise teachings are required
My ears have taught me well when they have been so inspired
I offer my advice, take it if you may
Or refuse the words of the young and unhired
I only offer to say that which I say
Though benefits are reaped from obstacles in my way
(I grow smarter and wiser down the path of new news)
I refuse to wait upon the dawn of a new day
This gift I’ve been given I am compelled to use
The Occupation
It is beyond being something that I can choose
It is a job I’ve been given from God Above
A task I take on and, perhaps, at times abuse
But every time I punch in it is done out of love
Just as on wings fly the eagle and dove
It is of both task and of will that they follow their deed
Nothing better to do that I can think of
Then to give what I have to others in need
Is it simply my hunger that I have to feed
Or is it a cry for help from those unknown
From others I know not who beg to be freed
Those who are tired of being alone
With a pain and hunger which has endlessly grown
The never ending torture that is the essence of their lives
With hopes and dreams scattered and blown
They fall into playing with needles and knives
Children with problems of husbands and wives
These are the things I cannot ignore
When I realize my ignorance only deprives
Those God has sent me to be sent here for
The Selfish Retreat
But When I open myself up to those shore to shore
The weight of the burden can be a bit high
Sometimes I need to flee from this war
Before it’s too late to even see the sky
Because the ground is all I see when I hear the world’s sigh
It is often hard lately to just lift my head
Even if it comes to telling lie after lie
I need to escape from a world full of dread
Sometimes I lye here alone in my bed
Wondering if I will ever sleep worriless at night
But I need this retreat that is selfishly led
Though it may be wrong, it will steer me right
The Renewed Strength
For when the sun rises and shows its fresh light
I will be ready for yet another dawn
With its own challenges plain in my sight,
Which is once again level, no longer on the ground
I will lift up my burden pound-for-pound
For such a burden had never the significance of this
As I sing my songs of glorious sound
And continue my task in wonderful bliss
For I have been strenghtened by a power such as this
A Power of Powers that cannot go wrong.
A power so stong that it becomes hard to miss,
It is to God that I have dedicated this song