I cry a tear
but for what?
Is there a reason to cry?
Or is it an illusion?
Just a lie?
Aching inside my chest
It grows and invades
Will it ever stop?
Or will it eat me alive?
Make me suffocate?
My mind is numb
My body cold
Will someone keep me warm?
Or leave me to disintegrate?
Run away from this world?
Screams from my heart
Bounded by chains
They're holding me back
Controlling the desire to attack
My fountain of blood
Filled with shattered dreams
Lost and forgotten
Painful memories of useful torture
I wish for slumber
For which I will never wake up
I want to lay there motionless
And slowly disappear