Written On: Nov 1st, 04
Written By: Paqtism
It seems that every day I break down and cry,
Without finding any reason no matter how hard I try.
My life feels so empty and confussing,
It feels like I've just been amusing,
Those who hate me and want to destroy,
Filling my life with misery and taking the joy!
Everywhere I run I always see their faces,
Trying to reconcile with whom I've given disgrace!
Pity won't work, nor feeling sorry,
I rebuild my life and they take the glory!
The hunters still hunting me wherever I go,
So all I do is follow where the river may flow!
I'm trying so hard to make a change,
But all I feel is really strange!
nothing but darkness following me around,
Always trying to ruin my life and run it into the ground!
I've appologized so much that no one will believe,
Maybe the truth is too hard for them to concieve!
I can't lose faith and also gain trust,
Before I turn into nothing but dust!