the UGLY

 

so what the fuck is it that you see when you look down upon me?
how is it that i feel beneath you all the fucking time?
am i really that fucking ugly? inside and out, i feel completely empty
when i try to believe in you, you bury me in fucking doubt
how is it that i feel beneath you all the fucking time?
all i want to do is escape you, can't escape what is all mine
i hate all i see when you look down upon me
confidence has alluded, bringing to the surface every fucking insecurity
look down upon me, the fucking ugly, inside and out, i feel completely empty
when i try to believe in you, you bury me in fucking doubt

Author's Notes/Comments: 

incomplete, written while having a pretty fucked up day so maybe it is completed unless the mood that brought this out rises up inside me again.

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