Thick as sap

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I eat my food eager to clean,
To clean dishes and run,
To run to my room upstairs,
Upstairs with a thin piece of metal,
A piece of metal that will pierce my skin,
Though it's sharp and the first time I cry,
Soon the pain is nothing,
The feeling is nothing,
It is not deep, for I'm precautious,
It is not a scratch, for the urge pushes further,
The paint not running, but resting on memory,
The memory that scars,
The scars that still bleed,
The bleeding will never stop,
The yelling doesn't stop,
The red seems to thicken,
No longer watery paint,
It's harder like the memory's I try to rid,
Its haunting like the promises not kept,
It's thick like the sap that runs,
From a cut tree.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

The topic is not strong, in fact the whole poem is more like two in one but emotion came over me.

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SSmoothie's picture

This IS a very strong poem well done!

By the way, I think you should drink more water it ain't healthy, umm, neither is the way you found out! ;) HugSS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

Bloodbutterfly's picture

I'm sorry....

I'm sorry but I'm not quite sure I know exactly what you mean.


You can only be as beautiful as you tell yourself you are, but you can't let beauty get to your head.

SSmoothie's picture

I was just saying when blood is thick it's dangerous

And that cutting is also dangerous so blood thick like sap is a sign of dehydration that's all I know it's poetry, a good write regardless


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

Bloodbutterfly's picture

Oh I see....

I get what you are saying now and yes I see it's not truely thick as sap as you said just poetry and sap just makes me think of blood.


You can only be as beautiful as you tell yourself you are, but you can't let beauty get to your head.