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The wish that was unfortuantly granted.
I look in to the long neck
To see how much is left.
If they saved any for me.
For me to drown my problems in.
Just a few drops of the clear liquor
That I wish and crave for.
That I want more then anything to take over my body
And numb me.
But they wont let me, they take the bottle
Away and tell me no.
And tell me that im needed
That I belong with all of them,
By there side and keeping each other safe.
Till the day im fortuneant to die.
They just don’t understand
How hard it is just to keep going
When all along, I want to be gone
Nothing feels right.
The pain over powers my body
And takes me over.
Please let me die is what my body releases
Please help me get threw is what my mind screams
Please don’t let me give up is what the beats to my heart shout.
My mouth says Give me back that dam bottle.
With all the anger I can muster
But my friends no better, and they ignore the drunken girl they see
And wish that all would change.
But they can’t make anything disappear and go away.
They beg me to stop, to let them take me home.
I say Hell no.
That ill be fine, ill walk
They beg me to do just that.
They take the keys, and say ill get ur car in the morn.
They leave there with hearts praying to god that ill make it
I take the bottle back from the bar and drink the last drops down.
I get up pay the bartender and walk out
I stumble down the streets trying to make it home
Then I turn to cross the street
And a man with a dark hood
Shoots me
And runs off laughing at my misery.
I fall to the ground holding my side.
My friends see me, on there way home
And jump out of the car
And run screaming over to me
Pressing there hands on my wound
And calling 911.
But its too late my soul is leaveing
As fast as the blood is gushing out.
And they cry NO don’t go !!!
“Don’t go.”
“Don’t go”
Is all I hear
I tremble and shake
And I mange to say my last words
“Im sorry, my dear friends but this is my end.
But don’t fear ill see u again.”
And I take my last breath
And they cry over my body.
Wishing that they took me home.
They close my eyes for good
And tell me we will see you soon.
And put my keys in my hand and close it as well
And say there last good-bye and say: drive careful.
