I'd write you a line about love and broken hearts
But the words are lost in my mind.
My vision is clouded.
Its not you anymore.
Something in me went away.
My fists on the floor
Screaming your name
..You never came.
It was the last time.
I didn't see it coming,
Just like I didn't see your going.
Your tears make me sorry..
But you'll never be as broken as I was.
The look on your face is familiar.
Like a mirror of my own.
He lays in my bed
And you lose a part of yourself.
He kisses my lips
And holds me through the night.
You didn't want it.
Oh, the things you'd give up for it now.
All of the parties, the hours, the moments left behind.
You'd take it all back.
The look in my eyes is cold, disconnected.
It leaves you frozen.
The night never ends.
You walk around burning.
Singing the songs I used to sing.
I would have loved you forever.
I was yours and you knew it.
You waited too long.
With the taste of regret
On the tip of your tongue.
You call me a fool.
Call me wreckless.
But baby, you can only blame yourself.
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This is like the five stages of death, without acceptance at the end. ~~A~~