i scream you are the one i love!
you scrape the ground with the front of you patched shoes -
face down, hair obstructing your beautiful blue eyes.
you tell me you love me more than anything
but
you think i don't care for you
i don't care for the way you are acting
long talks and seldom agreements
words have not been something we exchange often,
yet not so long ago it was all we could afford.
now i can not afford you.
go with her
i will not have my wing protecting you all my days.
shoe strings and black binders are taking all my happiness
but you are too much into "love" to notice.
you become something i despise oh so much
a hypocrite.
through out this whole year, never did i think
you would succumb to this
lose it and lose yourself in this hard-core of a world
honey,
you are what you hate
and you are your worst nightmare
and i am not here to wake you up.
you right cus girl he is ugley