you know what, fuck you.
you say you love me,
you want to fucking marry me.
go ahead, see how happy we both would be.
save your face.
i know it burning,
or maybe it's your nose that's growing.
spew out lies and accusations like a leaky faucet
drip
drip
drip
down to the plumbing
that's where your heading,
go ahead, fuck me over
and over
i know that's what you want
does it matter what my heart needs?
use me, again and again,
i've become good for that
that comfort, that way of life.
love me
love me
and you did and look what it did to you.
you point your dirty finger at me,
say i made you this way
i molded you out of clay
no time to delay
because i fucking made you this way
BUT HOW?
i cared, i only wanted you to follow by example
but you could not see past your cube-of-a-world.
don't step out,
you might get burned.
fucking grow up!
don't pull the shit that you can justify with lies.
your friends are the cause
my guardians made me
my loyal companion slept with me and told me lies about you.
ok, i have my mind on you now
you better pucker up
don't wear that skirt, it makes me look too scene.
you ARE scene,
you and all your little fashion-core friends
they say i'm pleasent to the eyes,
they'd fuck me over like you.
your eyes are wide shut, baby,
like your fucking head.
sit down, if your reading, and think on this:
heart and soul and work and play
i sank into you
SANK
sank
sank
sucked into the whirlpool of words
we both had no ropes of guidence
no boats of resuce.
fuck
where does that lead us now?
i'm about to let you go.
because...
i don't care
i don't revolve around you
i shouldn't be mad
i can't talk to him
i can't confide in her
it's all about fucking your mind for me.
you can have it.
i'm done, i'll look at you when you grow up.
silence.
.
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.
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like i said, i don't normally curse.
Damn girl, you said that. I love the flow of it, you know what you sayin. . .