Is this how you pictured an end
Glass empty
Made ready for egyptian style burial minus the embalming
It's you who defied fate
For the face of a mere shadow
One who walks the halls without a sound
White lady with ink for eyes
She never had want to leave you
Alone without a guide
But for chance a wave did fall
She had hoped her lessons had held some weight
And yet you choose the lonely path
Where you writhe and scream inside
Ugly mirrored demon
Seen but through your two eyes
Your miracle babe, first breathe inhaled
A scream that mingles with your own triumph
You vow to give them much more than you ever had
Live life so much brighter and stronger
Then you ever did
Your mantra is twisted blame
You you you you you you you
And all the pages are filled with YOU
And all that hurts is caused by YOU
And all that cuts and strips and tears away is YOU
And never is the real offender apprehended
Sifted through your fingers
Without a word
For sand is silent as it washes to sea
It is only the waves that crash and swell and capsize
But if the sand had had a voice
It would've told the ocean
Don't take me
Today I read it in the rag
Obituaries line by line
Upside-down knife cutting pain swallowing gas chamber Starvation
No nature didn't claim you
Nor fate
For heaven isn't ready with your place
I can't help you no more no more
All I can ask is you prove yourself wrong
Learn to chant a different song
Slight shadow in the hall
Of a white lady with ink for eyes