Forced to look
Somewhere I always pushed away
Not an option
No lingering thoughts
That has always been the way
But I'm pinned now
Because I'm letting myself
Be pinned
And I've sinned now
Those thoughts have done more
Than just sit
On impulse my body weakens
Because I want it to
But my mind as clear as ever
Knows that it can't be you
No it can't
Too much to breathe
Too much to think
Too many complications here for me
If I let you in
You'll creep under my skin
And I'll feel the sting
Of consequence
Why can't I stop looking
Where there should be nothing
To see
First of all you're a very talented young lady. Secondly, your lines move like the air you're breathing; in and out. Thirdly, it's very unique how you're emotionally against a wall, not a physical one. Forthy, I totally respect your decision not to cave into temptation and have regrets after. Great write. Loads of talent. Love it.