I can't fucking hold you no more
Can't look into your eyes
Or jump your bones
Can't touch your skin
Can't hug you close
I want it all back
Not something I can have
I won't ever touch
Your lips again
Won't ever
Have you want me back
No more of this
No more of that
No more of anything
That made me happy
I'm so fucking angry
That it's gone
And I miss you so terribly
Not hearing your voice
I just want to share
Like we used to
Know one person
Better than possible
And I can't
You won't whisper magic
Into my ears
You won't cup my face
Drive out my fears
I fucking hate crying
People seeing my tears
I love you damnit
Why can't that conquer
All the rest
I don't want to let go
Willing to give you up
This is much to hard
For anyone to know
What now?