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It could've been fine

We could've been friends some day

We could've laughed with eachother and there wouldn't be any darkness in our eyes

And now there will be

I don't know how well I can be your friend now

I trust my friends

And it's not that I don't trust you

But I won't let myself anymore

I could talk to you

And be with you

But I'd always want more

I wouldn't be able to shake away all the lingering feeling

And I'll always remember

What you've done

And you weren't even going to tell me

Which disgusts me more

Because you'd rather I was naive and stupid

And you know how I feel when people treat me like that

You were even going to let us meet

Without me knowing

And you could have your sick little secret

Why would you ever consider doing that to me?

Are you doing this intentionally?

And I appreciate that you were honest

But I am so hurt

And I won't pretend that I'm not angry

And I won't pretend that I don't care

And I know that you are punishing yourself

You don't need me to beat on you too

So I'm hitting a wall

And my knuckles are cracked

But I don't care

Because it feels better than thinking about anything else

And I want to get you back

I want to hurt you like this

I want my silly revenge

And no matter what I couldn't do it

It wouldn't make me feel any better I suppose

I love you too much to purposely hurt you

So you say that you're sorry

And that you regret it

But you did it with purpose

So that can't be true