you want to know my expectations
serious demenor
how I had you pegged all wrong
I didn't see before
how deep you truly are
different then I thought
it would be
not sure how to answer
what I need
from this rooting seed
of us
there isn't criteria
for the way that you look
or act
or think
but always some for me
because I let there be
worrying so much
it'll be what it will
sit back
can we relax
when no relationship thrives
without struggles
sabbotage
is my middle name
only doing it
to later spare the pain
of whiplash
and lies
sharp knives
that always find
ways to cut in
wanting to be happy
not expectation
but a wish
and then there are tears
on unyeilding lids
rush of emotion
building again
thought it would be different
simpler
but I'm not minding
fact is your here
and I'm with you
we're stepping up together
guessed wrong
fucking right
your expectations
are perfectly reasonable
we all have wants
like that
paranoia on my part
things you don't yet know
I want for you to accept
me regardless
but not expecting you to
no inquisitve one
I don't want you to be
anyone but you
I don't want
anything but this
'this'
is perfect