When You Find the One You Want to Love

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2002

Upset, unsettled, no remedy for the churn of my ponderings and wanderings where I try to forget what I know and wish to remain oblivious and blind to.

Frozen images where I smile and so do you in a picture that shows my heart to the world and all of my abandon where there's laughter and freedom from the hurt, captured in a frame of time.

Dancing in every way we can not slowing down or breaking for the knowledge that it all ends soon, with the final curtain, a kiss with no encore awaits us now.

Streaming away are the tears but to find new embrace in less perfection does not appeal to me nor do you seem to understand your status as truly one in a million, oh too perfect.

Moments are locked away deep where I don't dare touch the whisps that entangle into the movement of my day and into song and laugh and places and tastes.

Thoughts of replacement of the old, lessening my hold on your heart and slowly the numbing of the feelings we had hurts so badly I can't express wishing that I was able to give you what I wasn't and couldn't control.

All I want, wish, beg for is that you felt what I think you did, hoped you did, so you can find your happiness out there and upon finding the one you want to love, you won't let that slip from sight.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

For Gary. I adore you.

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