You tell me to fight for the moment,
You tell me to live for the now,
And I try so hard to just do that,
But it's not as you make it sound.
You tell me that it's worth it,
You tell me that you're happy,
And I try so hard to forget that,
You haven't ever loved me.
You tell me to breathe in deeply,
You tell me to laugh out loud,
And I try to be rid of the weight,
The pain in which I'll drown.
You tell me that I'm wonderful,
You tell me that it's not me,
And I try to push out the demons,
But your love I remain to see.
You tell me to remember always,
You tell me to not regret,
And I try to think positively,
But I know that our fate is set.
You tell me that we're here,
You tell me that we're alive,
And I try to smile ouwardly,
But I can't stop crying inside.