Always

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I am always so terrified of losing you

I don't mean to seem clingy

But I think that when you don't smile

I've done something

And I want you to be happy

All the time

I would give you anything

I don't want to ever let go

Of all the things we are

Or I think that we are

I want reassurance that you love me too

But I'm afraid that you might say

Something I don't want to hear

I feel so horrible everytime

You have a frown

Because I don't want you to feel pain

I'm unrealistic

But that's what I feel

I want to hold you all the time

And it's so hard not to grab you

And be indecent everytime I look at you

Yeah, maybe you don't feel the same

I don't know

You don't talk about "those" sort of things

It's just the way you are

But still I'm always so worried

That'll I do something to screw this up

And I'd never forgive myself

Never

I'm always so worried

Always always always

Author's Notes/Comments: 

bad poem....too tired....late......sleep

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saiom's picture

Dear M, They tell us what we desire outside
is within us.. and that we should fall
in love with ourselves.. easy to say
.. hard to do.

Thank you for your honest and sensitive poem.