I am always so terrified of losing you
I don't mean to seem clingy
But I think that when you don't smile
I've done something
And I want you to be happy
All the time
I would give you anything
I don't want to ever let go
Of all the things we are
Or I think that we are
I want reassurance that you love me too
But I'm afraid that you might say
Something I don't want to hear
I feel so horrible everytime
You have a frown
Because I don't want you to feel pain
I'm unrealistic
But that's what I feel
I want to hold you all the time
And it's so hard not to grab you
And be indecent everytime I look at you
Yeah, maybe you don't feel the same
I don't know
You don't talk about "those" sort of things
It's just the way you are
But still I'm always so worried
That'll I do something to screw this up
And I'd never forgive myself
Never
I'm always so worried
Always always always
Dear M, They tell us what we desire outside
is within us.. and that we should fall
in love with ourselves.. easy to say
.. hard to do.
Thank you for your honest and sensitive poem.