My thoughts are twisted
I only see bad things
That are shadowy and sometimes so bleak
That I don't see any reasons
We fight all the time
Well, I fight and you walk away
You can't seem to tell me anything
It's always my assumptions
And that's what creates the pain
Sometimes I just cry
To see what it's like to feel
You hurt me inside
And yet I love you
And I've seen the good you possess
And I don't think I could let go
Because you'd take my heart with you
I know how you won it
With your smile that wins all
And I know that you meant it sometimes
When you said that you loved me
But I'd like you to say it just once
For no particular reason
Just so that I could believe it all the time
I know at first you really didn't want me
It was just me wanting to believe that you did
And I think that for a while you actually
Thought of me with joy
She says that she can see it in both of our smiles
I want to see it
I think that those thoughts I have
All the pain I feel
Is just the result of an unhealthy relationship
But who wants to be healthy?
beautiful, sad, touching - you express emotion really well Thanx