Sleep continues to evade me, so I guess I'll just write. I want to sleep because I am so tired, yet if I fall asleep the morning will come far more quickly and I will have to face a new day full of the same old struggles. I am tired of fighting. I am tired of trying. I am tired of hoping. I am tired of waiting. Everyday is the same as the previous give or take a few minor details. What is life's purpose. That sounds so cliche to write, but I cannot help but ask myself that very question everyday. Is life simply to be lived to make us happy? That seems so empty. Is life meant to be spent in a life of servitude to others? That seems to exhausting and fruitless. Where is the happy medium? Does a happy medium even exist??
Does Medium Exist?
Life is a leaf
captured by fierce
winds that send
the leaf catapulting
towards an impenetrable
wall of wails and woes
and wonder.
.
Or maybe life
is the wind.
.
~~A~~
03-11-13
2:38p