The rise and fall of my panting chest
Panics, frustrates.
I try to control the distress.
I fail.
My breathing accelerates,
I have no control.
I try to calm it.
I fail.
A commotion,
Blood rushes,
Fists tightened,
Under lock and key.
I stiffen,
Although my breathing doesn’t surrender.
The battle with my torment
Isn’t won yet.
The room spins,
Sanity in a whirlpool,
A vortex.
My body can’t relax
‘Til it’s over.
The gasping decreases
Only after much persuasion
I’m exhausted.
I try to resist the fatigue
I fail.
Sleep washes over me
A welcome relief from my panic.
I may have won the battle,
But I haven’t won the war.