Stuck

I'm still stuck on you

And how you pretended

That you truly loved me

And I weak enough,

Vulnerable enough

To believe you really did

I hated you

But still I loved you

With the hopes of us

Being able to make it

If I just let you

Do whatever you wanted

To do to me

Even forcing me,

Forcing yourself on me,

Raping me

While I said stop

And I just lied there

Emotionlesss and silent

Until you were satisfied

Hoping to plant you seed

In my womb

I wish for

 The nightmares to stop,

The thoughts to vanish,

The memories to disappear,

But they are stuck

Inside my head,

My dreams,

My thoughts

And I'll never be

Rid of the thoughts of you




Written on:  October 17, 2016

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