Unspoken Want
I've often glanced across the room
to see your eyes on mine.
I must admit I'm intrigued to know
if its just from time to time.
Some times I see you curious
to see if I am watching you
as you walk from down the hallway
or moving from room to room
You seem to sit so very close
just enough to touch.
Yet all the verbal signs you give
point toward you not caring to much.
My ego you boost with every laugh
and with all the interest you take
in the things I do and say
if I need help then effort you make
I don't think its infatuation,
your not attracted to me that way
But I think that you did notice
the way I held my wife that day
I held her tight and kissed her
and touched her tenderly
In that moment you saw me
look at you so wantonly
It was then you new my desire
to touch your tender skin
to use my worldly sexual charms
to make you let me in
The problem now is both of us
you know what's in my head
and it turns you on just a bit
to know I want you in my bed.
But never to be this passion
never will we act on this lust
you know I can take you to heaven
but abstain from heaven I must