She walked in the room and found her mom crying
at first she didn't understand
but as years past by she learned
that the tears were caused by a certain man
She felt an enormous pain
by seeing her mom cry
she spend a lot of hours
contemplating and wondering why
a young innocent girl
barely 7 years old
already had terrible memories
that would make her grow cold.
She grabbed the rope
hanging outside on a hook
she decided to end it all
she couldn't handle the turns life took
she cried all the way to the woods
trying to forget all the different things people said
but no matter how hard she tried
she couldn't get them out of her head
she tied the rope around her neck
and stepped off the stone she was standing on
life brought her down
she didn't have the will to carry on
she was only 15 of age
and she tried to end her fight
but fate wanted it otherwise
so she returned home that cold winter night
She turned 17 and her mom past away
she lost the one she loved the most
she felt so helpless and alone
the memories started to haunt her again like a ghost
she started to cut herself
to forget all the pain she had locked up inside
she locked the door to her heart
she wanted to disappear she wanted to hide
she was suicidal and depressed
and she was send to a phychologist who tried to help
her friends tried to do their best to be there for her
but how could they do that when they didn't know how she felt
The girl started to draw and write poems
to help her ease her mind
she still wanted to know why
but the answer to that question she won't find
She still sits in the darkness every night
staring into the silent air
wondering where her childhood went
and what she's still doing here
Things have changed a lot for her
and she has gotten older, she's now 21
and because of all the challenges in life
she has learned to get by and be strong
But I still remember it all!!!!!
thats Kool I can understand that very well.Good work
God this is so sad :-(