What do I do when I get home
should I wait to ask
or just call her on the phone
I think I'm afraid to hear the answer
I'm too afraid to hear
that she has been defeated by cancer
I just want to scream my lungs out
even though I don't know
what I want to scream about
I just want to get out of here
but it's like my legs won't run
and my brain don't know where