Fearing to sleep for the dreams
The nightmares that inhance the pain in life
Demons do a death dance on my brain
To remind me of the pain that will always be there
The dreams magnify the pain
When I wake I almost throw up
I'm disguisted in myself
Disguisted in the world
The world that again turned me down
Look behind my eyeballs and see the monkeys
Fucking each other on the out side of my brain
Tearing my world apart
Can't escape not even in sleep
No where to go
No where to hide