I see my reflection
I don't reconize who I see
Everyday you've watched over me
Tonight I'm alone
It's a stormy night tonight
And the sky is dark grey
Like inside my soul
I'm Powerless tonight without you
By my side
You're not around
I'm not important enough
I've got homicide on my side
Taking your position
This is where you'd step in
But you're away tonight
And the rest of my life is a blur
I see an empty seat across from me
This is where you'd step in
But not tonight
It's raining now it's poring
Suicide on my side
Not even the drugs shrug you off
God, I wish I didn't care anymore
This is where you'd step in
My trust for you is a blur
Rain crashed down on the roof
But still I'm cold and wet
Not good enough for you
Not good enough for your world
Your world was mine
Not tonight
Oh, I wish I didn't care anymore
Where's your voice, your song
The music is playing
But your not on stage
I was your stage at one stage
Tell me, see me
Fucking look at me
You might reconize me
No one else did
Now I see stranger
When your not watching over me
I feel no need
This is where you'd step in
The love you write, the love you sing
Why is it different when I read your letters again
Different tone of voice
Where are you tonight?
I used to feel alive
Now I'm bired in my depression
Instead of your love
You can't ever tell me now
bee this is fantastic, as with all ur poems i can feel how u feel thru ur words. it's amazing how u do that. i know u prob don't wanna hear it but just remember that u will be happi and in love again, u just gotta give it time, i promise. luv jubs.