The scene outside matches my mood
cold and rainy, like its missing you too
But I'm giving up today,
I'm convinced things won't change and its too much to go through
I can't give up, its too hard to let go
I'm sure that I have to, but I just can't say no
everytime I see you, I know its you I love
I don't know what it is, Its like a bond from up above
I try so hard, but I can't do this anymore
It may hurt for awhile, but I'll have to close the door
The door to my heart, I keep letting you in
Its so easy because I want to, but I know I'll never win
I hurt so bad at times, but I know its not your fault
I'm sure you never wanted this
you never tried to make this happen
we never wanted all of this