I live in illusions
and if they all end
I don't know who I'd be
or who'd be a friend
so many relationships
all half assed at best
I'm always confused
and the past never rest
and there is no one I loved
that I haven't let down
and there is no where I've been
where I ever been found
I wish, I wish..........
I don't how to finish this
I do know what I want
but it's dead in the past
so life's an illusion
and your first chance is your last
and when I try
it ends up like a bad dream
and when I don't
life's without purpose plot or scheme
there's just one place I know
were I don't always frown
where I say she loves me
they say I'm her clown
But It's a good place to be
I still wish there was more
there never will be
and I'll never be sure
so my life is illusions
without cause without cure