A little bit more jaded,
a little bit more cross,
a little beyond myself,
more than a little lost.
Losing the flows of current,
Losing the mind of thought,
Losing the events of moment,
losing ideas I sought.
Winning always ever,
Winning chose the needs,
Winning only nothing,
More beauty than it seems.
Sadness ever after,
Tearing myself apart,
Looking beyond for help,
Ending were I start.
Nothing latches to me,
Nothing I admit,
Nothing breaking through me,
Alone, I am but shit.
Always fighting,
Never breathing,
My blood is never new,
I stand alone against the tide.
Theres nothing I wont do
Build the tools for greatness,
Harness as they grasp,
Kill your body weakly,
Stony mind thinks at last.
Loneliness a weapon,
Driven from the hoard.
You may never hurt me,
and I shall never again be bored
You cannot fight such sorrow,
No memory of it shall last
You cannot kill which will not die,
You cannot change from which has past.