As I look at you with this gun to my head
You look back like I am already dead
For you have given up and know you have lost
You have given everything you had, to only pay the cost
Now you have given up on what we had
You say I turned into what makes you sad
For you believe I am anything I want to be
But I don’t believe you can really see
What I am and will become
You don’t see the worthless bum
That stares at me in the mirror everyday
Taunts me, with the vision of all I say
And as you try to say how much you care
I just give you one final stare
Then pull the trigger and end it all
A scream, and to your knees you fall
For your worst nightmare is now a reality
And all those words spoken, are no longer my fantasy
For I told you this day would come
When all love would die and your world go numb
this is powerful but very sad ......it well written though .........hmm this is very very interesting