You left us..
just like a snow flake melting in our palm
your eyes fading away to eternal sleep
your hands stiff and cold within mine
I gaze down at your form, oh so lonely
Yes I'm grieving...
Overwhelming sense of dread as another leaf falls to the ground
I'm all alone...I need you and I still do...
I remember in Christmas, kissing you
as you closed your eyes
But dear, you have company now
within your white kingdom of snow
but here comes your birthday, Oct 11...
It would have been your 18th..
I feel as if I want to scream
as if my whole world was dead and burried
along with you
Tell me the reason why i'm even still here..
sitting here alone in my dorm, crying as hard as I can
to try and rid myself of this pain, to perhaps lull
myself into a false sense of security and reality
I smile and I laugh, but inside...
Darkness...
As you lay within the cold wet snow
your grave, your bed, your coffin...
sitting beside you 6ft above
just gazing, wishing and hoping that everything will be alright...