What is the most important in one's life?

Is it love or food? Or a worthwhile goal?

Is it knowledge, wisdom or understanding?

Or is it the fulfilling sense of life one finds?



Without doubt it is the feeling of existence

to gain this all humans do whatever they can

depending on their level of individual evolution.



Finding confirmation for one's personality

seems to be the most important in life

finding form and shape within nothingness.



Embedded in established common frames

one might find one's space and satisfaction

going with the herd - following given goals.



Thinking, emotions and body sensations

giving the base of feelings of existence

with all life's ups and downs, pain and joy.



Stimulation speeds up all personal reactions

if boredom slows down one's self esteem

provocation can be freely received all around.



All fields are valid and serve to find identification

from dense material matter to ideas of any kind

from religious concepts to utterly crazy excess.



Who can't find sense in one or the other means

can stimulate one's senses or may numb them

going thru nightmares or developing pseudo light.



Emptiness creates fear and must be avoided

with all means - even it might cause destruction

of one's mind, feeling, body or what is around.



Is this the reason why there is so much suffering?

If there is not enough  joy and happiness -

then at least pain gives the feeling of existence.



We are claiming the right to destroy ourselves:

The vehicle which gives us structure and form

guiding us on our path of growth to wholeness.



Poisoning the only home we have - once a paradise

killing what comes across the  path we follow blindly

what doesn't serve our needs - will be eliminated.



Is Planet Earth a real place of joy and fulfillment

or does our satisfaction come out of wishful ideas

covering all pain and frustration with blissful thoughts?



Being strongly identified with concepts and ideas

defending one's beliefs and fighting for truth

makes one blind for reality within and around.



"Yes, this is right, but what can I do about it all

being caught in the behavior of history of men

there seems no way out of the trap of personality."



Allow emptiness to happen - watch your games

observe your manipulations to fill all spaces

question yourself and every thing around...



BeiYin

11. September 2004

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