Aesthetic

It can be hard to create

When you aren't in a space

Where you feel safe.

What I mean is 

 

To be able to really let your guard down

To be yourself. That's when the ideas come.

I've been way too "on" lately

Having to be personable

 

Always busy, answering questions

Taking orders, making others

Feel at home when I, myself

Am not.

 

So let me take a minute and 

Give you an aesthetic

A picture of comfort

Or what that means to me.

 

First one up in the morning

Pale blue light, early morning light

Coming in the dining room

Lighting up the front of the house

 

Reflecting off the table and floors

Making the mahogany and oak shine

Only one awake, the stillness and 

the quietness are just for me. 

 

Early evening oranges are now

Dancing in the kitchen

My cat greeting me

Barely in the door I hear his purr.

 

Long car rides late at night

The crisp, clean white of the moon

Up above, helping the stars

Giving me direction ahead.

 

Slipping on a soft warm shirt

After a long hot shower.

The familar feeling and scent

Like a hug from your best friend.

 

Walking in the door

Of a place not your own

Surrounded by friends and smiles

The family that you chose

 

Finding those people that 

Just seem to get you

Understand your mind,

Accept your whole person

 

Love you unconditionally

Inspire you, comfort you

Being with them really is

The best feeling in the world

 

Finally, dancing!

My favorite way to move

Swaying to an old sweet song

Gliding across the floor with someone else

Twitching your hips to the beat

A smile that won't stay off your lips

 

These are pictures, snippets if you will

Of some things that make me happy

Without them, life would be hard

And cheerless, and pointless!

 

So I wanted to slow down

Take a moment, and paint

With my words, a picture

Of what comfort means to me

 

This is a gift for my readers

An aesthetic of home. 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

It's been a while since I've written! Life has been so busy that I haven't done anything just for myself in a while. I think it's important to stop every now and then and check in with yourself and make sure you are still happy and healthy. I haven't felt either one lately, so I wrote this to remind myself of some good things in my life. I also wrote it as a gift for my readers! I wanted to give anyone who reads this a feeling of safety and security. This community is amazing and I wanted to give something back to all my fellow poets.

 

Finally, this is a very jumbled up piece. Hardly anything rhymes and it's all over the place! ahaha! But I'm not too worried about that this time. I wanted to convey a certain feeling more that I wanted to write a technical piece. 

Thanks for reading!

-Mirror, Out. 

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