a grey area

I sit here at 5

awaiting the sun to arise

I think back to what we once shared

all thoughts and feelings

remembering we were once paired

you left me believing

in you in us,



Then suddenly all hell breaks out

and the fight between life and time hits

wut had this whole battle been about?

you say you want whats only true and best

but all i have to say is what about us?



Now you say well i dunno anymore

I cant think about this

what made us strong was believing

It was having faith and the drive behind

never leaving



The thought of us being no more

is right behind the door

and i cant sleep anymore

I dont wanna open the door

I keep hoping this thing with you will blow over



I walk these lonely streets this morning

thinking,wandering,praying,

we were fine yesterday

all life was going well

wut happened?

Did someone new appear?

I know that we can mend what we broke



I watch a single cloud sit upon a mountain,

I watch a motherbird and her family,

everything is peaceful and harmless

so were we

and i dont beleive in what you say

how can we have no future

can this be?

I dont wanna lose you

and i hope i never will

all these questions are left

left without any answer

please dont let me lose you.



Right now i want the sun to arise

but no matter what

today itll be a grey day

even in this blue yellowed sky

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Kiera Contreni's picture

Awww, how sad. I'm sorry about that guy. He sounds like a dick head.