Selfish

Everyone else moves on to a relationship

I'm left here with none of that shit

I don't wanna complain but I can't help it

This probly makes me look so selfish

I need it for myself

I want it for myself

I think I need some help

Maybe I should go to hell

Ask the devil for a lover

Someone who will love me

And finally see

Past this Sexy Beast

That I am but hey I'm just joking man I suck

Not like anyone out there gives a fuck

Cuz I'm all alone in my little shell

Held in by the burning fires of hell

Looking in on all my friends

Who claim to be with me to the end

but then they get there dudes

Or then they get there chicks

And I'm left alone with the fact that

My life sucks dick!  

Author's Notes/Comments: 

  I'm just fucking lonely...I'm grumpy man leave me alone.

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the guy who writes the poems's picture

Jillian I do talk to GIRLS and I'll call them whatever the fuck I want. (chicks works fine for me)

Ruby's picture

Ok, I know I kiss and make out with Zach infront of anyone and I don't see a problem with it. If anybody wants me to stop for a while then I wil but still... Paul.. If you want a girlfriend hten talk to some GIRLS! And dont call them chicks like in your poem because most girls don't like that.

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Yeah it really sucks when all of your friends start going out with eachother, because then you spend too much time alone or you have to watch them either make out or get in fights, If you find a sulution to that please tell me because I have that problem too

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no more arguinggg.....im gunna cry....im really sorry you feelthe way you do paul...lol u said sexy beast in that poem...not to be inturupt but i have no problem with being called a chick most people i know dont mind....sorry i had to input that..no reason you should ever go to hell paul your a great person and you have done noting rong...i dont think your selfish i think you really care about someone...if me and eddie brokre up then he was with his new g/f in front of me i would flip and probably come off more selfish than you (not that aneythings gunna happen to cause eddie and i to break up)...paul your not alone i know it feels that way i feel that way most of the time but a lot of people care your just missing one perticular person not evreyone....im gunna stop now ive been in a theripisty mood ive been like that a lot recently...love yah kass


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