I'm On Break!

It dosn't work

It probly never will

So why do I try?

I mean what the hell?



When someone you love

says stop thinking that way

You feel something happen

It feels very strange



You don't want to do it

And you know it would be imposible

Because when your with her

You feel unstopable



You feel so great

Your filled with happiness

But they don't feel the same

So you start to believe your useless



So i'm done for awhile

Until the person maybe changes her mind

Because for the past couple of weeks

I have really considered dying



Maybe someday,maybe i'll have a chance

She'll come back to me right?

I guess i'll try praying

I'll pray each and every night



If she dosn't end up with me

I hope she ends up with somebody nice

Someone who will treat her with respect

Who won't think shes just an object with a price



Not someone whos like "Hey i'm from Grosse Ile

Let me buy you something

How about a necklace,bracelet

Or this ring?"



Well If you ever change your mind

And you want to be my girl

I'll still be waiting

Just come over and enter into Bonez's world

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is saying something that I don't think anyone out there but one person needs to know about and that person already knows so...well there it is.

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Jill I love you for all the following reasons. You treat me like...normal...you dont treat me like i'm stupid. You've given me so many first times. Without you I would be sitting on my ass watching re-runs and not feeling anything at all. You broke my heart and it hurt but now I know how other people have felt when I talked to them and tryed to make them feel better. No wonder it never worked. And also because of that I can relate to songs more. the list would keep going on and on but that would be too long...nah it wouldn't be but I don't wanna take up all the space here. I love you.

beautifulpain's picture

I've never been so sure of anything in my whole entire life. You of all people should know that or at least believe me. I trust that you may but ahhh I dont know.

Ruby's picture

you sure you even want me anymore?

Ruby's picture

how are you so sure?