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I need to be around people now

I cant be alone

Wheather the person is next to me

Or over the phone



I need a commitment

something like a schedule

Something for me to be doing

So I can act regular



Regular for me,which isn't that regular at all

I just want to stop feeling jealousy

But it's really hard to

With all this stuf that happends to me



I'm just a single guy

Losing his life

Maybe I Don't need a commitment

Maybe I need my knife



But thats all in the past

Now I just need a friend

Sombody I can trust,like,care for

some one who will never have an end



Sombody in spirt

as well as phisical form

To take me out of this bad weather

To get me out of this storm






Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is how I feel as of late.  Damn it Eddie!  Your right again(Eddie says that when you get out of a good relationship the thing you'll miss the most is being able to hold the person and just being around them.  Oh well it looks like i'll just have to go back to being my single,sexy self and sport my stuf like i used to.  Things may go back to normal.  Hey well heres to hoping.(cheers)

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©14 October 2004 - 2:04pm — beautifulpain
5 November 2004 - 8:45pm — the guy who writes the poems (not verified)
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no drinking for me anymore bro...I told you. I don't do that.

5 November 2004 - 1:33pm — Eddie Doyle (not verified)
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did you drink ? well if you di good for you
i am going through some shit and well fuck it
good poem i am not always right (JUST MOST OF THE TIME)

14 October 2004 - 5:47pm — Ruby (not verified)
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shut up.... just shut up.. you always Live by Eddies rules nad that fine and stuff but honestly Paul.. STOP BEING A FUCKING PESSIMIST AND MOURNING OVER ME!

Sorry for yelling..

14 October 2004 - 6:30pm — beautifulpain
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I couldn't help it ok! You know what its not ok! Cuz you dont get it. It's hard for me. I deal with it but sometimes I just break out and I need to let it out to someone. And i'm sorry but your the only person there most of the time. Thanx for the comments though. I'll stop talking about you in my peoms...if I can. Without you i dont really have much to write about. You kinda give me my emotions. Sorry that I gave you credit...I know you don't like it.