O' how it calls to me.
The itch is so strong.
My skin tingles with the remembrance.
How it felt... the relief.
Hurt myself, I might.
Hypnotized with the blood of my own.
Too tired to bother.
Not wanting to care.
The silver is what I crave.
The cut is what I must have.
Smooth and quick.
How I miss it so.
Despite my efforts,
I fight this withdrawal.
So strong is the urge.
Yet such fear do I have.
Go back there,
I will not.
They'd see.
They'd get mad.
But hide it I could.
They'd never know how or why.
If I succumbed just once more...
To the promise of the blade.
So amazing!!!! Love it. You are like awesomeness! You never seem to doubt me! Congrats!