Please end my suffering!
Just end it all...
My soul has blackened.
My eyes grow dull...
No longer light within.
So cold to touch.
So pale to see.
By letting me live,
You simply prolong my misery.
Your friendship no longer matters.
Your love no longer warms me.
No rescue is necessary.
I know that I'm dying.
Dying inside so quickly.
With only darkness ahead.
Time exists within itself,
And I can handle it no more.
Take my hand, and let it fall.
With seasons will I soon decay.
No remains to look after.
No memories to forget.
I just want to go away,
Leaving nothing behind to trace.
No torturous haunting.
No exhausting expectations.
Just kill me now...
Please let me leave.
So ignored.
So avoided.
So unloved by which I desire.
A life lived that is so unworthy.
A past of so much pain and agony.
So unwanted am I beyond what I can accomplish.
The recognition is not what I wanted.
All I ever wanted was to know that I, too, am important.
So just kill me now...
Please end my suffering...
Very well written, yet very sad. I must say I know the feeling all too well, but alas, I do believe that everyone does from time to time. Oh well...
Peace,
Sander